Thursday, July 15, 2010 5:39 AM
Dear Diary,I have been rather cranky towards the people around me nowadays, okay, SUPER cranky. I DUNNOE WHY. Ever since after the Investiture, I aint feeling right. Now, im showing attitude to my family members and i feel like theres a huge gap between me n my besties. Some of them. :/WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? I feel like going to counselling for this. *sigh* Just wanna get some steam of my chest. I dunn even know why. Maybe its bcos of the matters of my puny heart. Gosh.I hate people who scare the fcuk outta me nowadays. Especially that stoopid f-ing mama of mine. IHATEYOU. Yesterday night, i got scared and screamed at by 2 freaking bitches. ISTILLHATEYOU. And that stoopid fckerjb DBS. Always so kiasu. This sunday, I wanted to go out with some of my BFFs to AMK HUB to watch a movie. Bcos of her selfishness, she insists, or rather, orders that i follow her to dunnow where for some stoopid workshop bcos at the end of it , freebies will be given. IHATEHER. I feel like crying at times, but theres just not enough private space and time for myself. This saturday is the subject option briefing for next year. I still dunnoe wad i really want. What if I choose the wrong subject and regret for the next two years?!?Tears falling on my laptop now. Why arent ya online whenever im? *sigh* you always sitting at that 'coloured' place with ********* *** makes me very jealous. OMG. I just said that out loud. I hope no one browses my bloqq, Like the other time i confessed. Grrr that **** ** for her big red mouth. HMPH. I admitted when you called me, I didnt ask you to spread it to the whole world. Call yourself my best friend. HMPH again.That stoopid bitch came out of her room, asking me a stoopid qns. You dunwan to go with me to school on saturday then dunwan lorh! Its not like I forced you to come with me. Its just that later on you will keep on asking me and annoy me. So now since you said it for yourself, Im not wanting you to go with me. So, Im not going to go with you too on sunday. BITCH. Im so vulgar in cyberspace. Zomg. Mind me. Sorry.Feel abit better now. Hope that 2moro is okay. No more scoldings and stuff. Its gonna be 10pm now. So that bitch brought her comp out and she started to on the aircon and play her stoopid comp.
Well, seems like im not gonna get my wish. Mamjust screamed and scolded me again. So-called asking me to wake up myself in the morning and make my own breakfast. *teardrop.
MY HEAD IS SPINNING ROUNFS AND ROUND AS THEY SCOLD ME. :'(
